Whats up people?! This is my first blog on here, and first off I have to say thanks to Erick Gama for showing me this website, and now I have a place to put down my thoughts that eat away at me, when I cannot share them with anyone. Woo! Okay, let's get this started with my confusedness.....(not a word, I know this maneeeeeeeee)
Ok, so this all starts with the people I like, and how im confused on whether or not they like me back, I have bad judgment when it comes to things like this, seriously....but for sure now I know that two of the people I like dont like me like that, and one is up in the air....
Ya see, not all of you may know that I am not a normal 2o year old man, I like both males and females, which has caused me enough stress as is. Not too long ago I told my family and they were all very supportive of me, and after I told them I felt like I could tell ANYONE, and so I have been for the most part. Which leads me to the first person out of the three, it was this guy at work named Roberto. He was always messing with me, and so I thought he had some interest in me......uhhhh not the case, lmao. I gave him a note telling him I liked him and now he doesn't even talk to me, lmao. but that's fine with me, he's not the only one out there.
Then, next on the list is this dude named Steven. Omg he's like the best thing to ever happen to me, even if he, as like Roberto, doesnt like me like I like him. He is still one of the coolest people I have ever met! We like a lot of the same things, and we make each other laugh so much! I seriously have never laughed as hard as I have when I am texting him. I'm just lucky I remember all of this to let you guys know...lmao( inside joke) :P. If I can't be with Steven in a relationship, then a best friend is perfectly fine with me!
Lastly, is the lone girl in the group. She is also a fellow co-worker of mine, and when she first arrived at the job I instantly liked her, and she knew from the get-go that I did. We went to Kentucky Kingdom with other co-workers over the summer and it was fun, and for her birthday I was a complete fool and spent over one hundred dollars on her, to send her flowers and a teddy bear to the job, and I asked her to be my girlfriend, but yet she said she was in the middle of something and told me no. Ouch, right? So for the most part I had gotten over her, because I thought nothing would ever happen between the two of us. Well, things change I guess? Like last week we were both at work and we started talking and out of nowhere SHE invites ME to go see Saw V with her. So we go, we have a good time, and the couples days after we flirt at work, but I dont know if I should even try anything with her after she hurt me in the beginning and its been so long. Plus, my family isnt the biggest fan of hers, but deep down inside I do still like her.
Ok, so what do you guys think about all of this?!? I'm a big loser, right. Lmao. btw, anyone can facebook/myspace add me if they want, I need more friends! www.myspace.com/bowkane17 and Jeffrey Koontz on facebook. That's it for the first post on here, see you guys later! oh and also KwegebowKane on AOL. <3>
3 comments:
Hey, I have one of these too, but mine is gay because it is for a school class. So I can't exactly write my thoughts on it, but wow didn't know Steven meant that much to you :)
Red and Black are North Central and Southport's school colors. Just throwing that out there.
Love sucks sometimes. And it's not unusual to not get what/who you want. Life may not seem fair. But time will let you know. People love you Jeffrey, hold on to them and yourself.
Hi! I'm Erick's friend.
You should totally give that girl another chance. I doubt that she intentionally hurt you, so I would just forget about that.
You seem cool. I like that. =]
-Angie
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